I'm not sure how long the time passed since the last post here. I had some personal issues. Then in January 2013 I started a weight loss/fitness journey. I was completely into it and in a year I made a lot of improvement.

After Christmas I wasn't able to get back on track. I kept eating the old food and not the new clean eating lifestyle. I gained 30 pounds back.

The good thing is that I made some body recomposition through exersice. My physique has changed. Not just plain weight loss. I have muscular mass and a lot of strength and endurance.

My husband is sick. He isn't home. He is receiving treatment for his illness out of town. I'm alone with the 4 kids doing everything.  Back to school has been "glorious". Full of work.

Now I have a 9 soon to be 10 pre teen. That means hormones and attitudes. I always say that I have good kids but nowadays they are not so good with me. They are good in the neighbors', at school, but at home they start  to act like little brats. Sorry but not sorry!

With 3 of my girls at school full time it's time for my boy to go to preschool. I am getting ready with all the documents, uniforms and materials. He needs the change and the interaction with other kids his age and good teachers.

With that small amount of time I will create a schedule for me. I want to finish my course of certified personal trainer, I want to exercise more, I want to get to know how weight watchers works because I want to loose 35 pounds and I can't seem to know how to. I want to start seeing a sicologyst too. After all this bad moments in my life I need professional help

And after all I just wanted to share/rant in my blog. I want to retake my blog. I want to write whatever I feel about.

Thanks for understanding.   Be so patient. Later... ☺